On the 23rd of October, youth are gathered in the Hall to have a CSA night where this gathering are made for the student so that they will become ONE in Christ!
A month before CSA night, Natalie the head of CSA text me asking if i would perform for that CSA night, i straight away agreed! because i never had my CSA memory due to school outside Sabah started on 2005..
Ok back to the story, then i get so excited i told Marvyn so that he also perform for that night..
he was thrilled because he did perform before for CSA! He did the MC & ofcourse the famous catwalk of all time dressing as a hot chick!
Then i think that i should do a singing and a dance performance..
then i start practising the song "Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney" (i have dreamin to sing this to a girl that catches my heart! hee) & imagining how im goin to perform it..
THATS when i feel something missing..
On the presented song day, i only perform Beautiful Soul cause im not ready yet for the dance performance...
When its my turn to present, I spontaneous grab my girl friends (amanda, jocarlyn & my cousin Reini) to dance with me while singin it.. Gladly, it went well althought singin the song for three person will make you look as your "Playboy".. haha
A week before the CSA Night, I asked this one girl whom i always wanted to sing the song for her to be with me at the stage.. Now, thats the challenge!
I have to battle with myself wether i should ask her or not.. but i did! Praise the Lord I did because she agreed!
So the night before the performance i'll invite her to come to the hall to just run through the the song.. And tell her that we should just spontaneously do the action.. And so we did ^ ^ FYI, Marvyn & his partner Reini was with us practising too!
Then we went to food court at Eastern to grab our dinner!
I felt so happy that i could just hanging out with my friends that i love so much!
After finish everything, with the help of my kind brother (bro Charles) we sent Constance to her house.. That was the first time i sent her to her house (^ ^,'
After saying goodbye, suprisingly she hug me.. i was suprise but i felt a very happy yet warm feeling.. Thank you for did that :)
Finally! The day has Arrive~!
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| Constance, Me, Marvyn & Reinie waiting our turn to perform |
Around 8AM, we gathered at the Hall to rehears our performance together with the others..
We're waiting and waiting til 9AM but they organizer not ready for the performance.. Actually, Im working on that day so i told Natalie I need to go work & i'll be back when its my turn to perform! Praise the Lord its on Saturday, not much work to do at work...
As I promise, i went back to the hall after Marvyn told me that its time to perform our songs! EXCITED!!! HAPPY MORE!!
So I did my performance together with her ^ ^
& also my dance performance (i dance like mad person cause i din ready hahahaha)
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| The part where Reinie dancing with me |
then, went back to work smiling although im really tired!
AT WORK,
one time i couldnt not fight my tiredness, Praise the Lord my friend (her name is GuGu) help massaging my back! I discover that shes a good massager!! She know where to massage, where i felt pain.. Ahhhh Such a relieve..
Then at 6PM went to church for Mass.. Finish! Marvyn brought me back to hotel to get bath.. i was afraid at first because we (hotel staff) are not allowed to bath.. but with the help of friends, we did bath there! WOW! I FEEL FRESH & READY TO PERFORM!
At 8PM, we arrive at the Hall... Saw her with her friends.. She didnt notice i was there already.. si i texted her.. she look at the back.. & texted me "Im started to feel nervous cyril"
At this point, i just want to hold her and tell her that everything will be alright..
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| Vexter, Marvyn & Me! ^ ^ |
After eating and several performance its Marvyn & Reini turn to perform!
People was screaming when they song started with Marvyn poses ^^!
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| the intro :) |
Marvyn perform a song called "We Could Happen by Aj Rafael"
Song definitely with much meaning with awesome tunes in it, i myself could not stop singing it too ^ ^
Right after Marvyn performance is our performance :P... Constance was blurring, i guess not because of the performance but i know its because of something else...
The intro song was "Come What May (Moulin Rouge)" that song was Constance favorite..
the she walk to the stage, pretending searching for things to buy in a shopping complex..
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| i remember i stare at her as i pull her from the chair :) |
Then "Beautiful Soul" start! Then there I am searching for her... singing and dancing with Reinie too :)
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| am i crazy for loving you ~ |
I remember this part where i got on my knees... & Constance was like, "what are you doing"
Thank God I can reach the high notes! or else, people will laugh at me... haha...
& Thank you Contance for doing this ..
After singing part... its my dance performance !!
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| this is the example i dance randomly i dont even remember i dance like this hahaha |
i did the mashup myself before the csa night... so all i dance is just a random! hahah except Mr. Simple & Roly Poly which im glad the audience love it... ^ ^
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| Roly - Poly Dance ^ ^ |
I notice while i'm dancing i saw her at the audience doing something...
it's like something wrong, i also not focus already dancing because my head is thinking whats wrong.. what wrong...
Finish my performance.... i sat at the back stage... kinda exhausted i guess.. thinking, is it bad idea for us perform together...?
Maybe i sat there too long... My brother Junior, Marvyn & her check me out..
i was suprise but am acting like nothing happen...
then Marv brought me to the audience sit... we met Mika ... the famous Calvary singer! awesome performance bytheway!
Gosh i must say that this is amazing experience!
Thank you for giving me chance to do this :)
