2ND VLOG!

So I did my second VLog at the big city of Kuala Lumpur, appearantly with good friend of mine, Mr Johnny Choong!

So I am still noob in Vlog plus I simply use my Samsung Note 2 to record all this shet.

Watch here ! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fucHv4uLy9s

#THROWBACK CHRISTMAS 2014 #SIBLING #COSTUMEPARTY

I'M NOT PERFECT

I realised that many people is counting on me to be success especially my family. but it's hard when i fail. Yes I failed many times. The only times I did not is when I truly believe that I was born to do those thing. I'm not saying that I will never fail on that area too.

I try to find somebody to except me flaws and all but when I get one, it's me who doesnt do things that I want people to treat me and I'm sorry for that.

those time when I have different opinion with other people and we started arguing, that is just childish.


I cant make people happy always. I have my own principle, if you have problem with that, well i don't give a shet. If I think that you are wrong then I will say it. I'm tired of being silent and eat all that shet in. I don't care if you treat me different just because I say things that clearly wrong and pointing it out cause i know I wont help you by being silent all the time. Either you can accept it or not, its up to you.

Either way, I'm not saying that every thing that I do is right! I myself have so many weakness in every way. There is so many things that I have to work on OBVIOUSLY! I'm not perfect kay.

MISSING MAHOMIESS

Happy New Year 2015 betch!

So I know it's a lil late for the wish but who care, we are still on January right? I hope it is still valid.

2015 resolution : same as last last year. Don't ask.
but welcome new year with new people, new drama..

WHAT NEW? So I celebrate Christmas and New Year at my hometown and  my phone broke down ! geshh... when i get back to KK, it feel so weird!

I'm in my 3rd semester now on my 2nd year with the Yayasan Sabah. Wow! how things work so fast! All the same in my college except for new juniors (welcome peeps) and new subject to get pass... again. 

I realise how my friends slowly have their own peeps and turning back against me like im nobody. Just because I don't have much passion on game just as their , even my own cuzzy never wanted to know how thing going on with me. Yes i realise im not your master or what but things arent the same thing as before, im tired going through the same old shit but yes I understand things happen for a reason and I have to be mature in taking choices. right now I just upset of how my friends respond when I need them.

I guess I really need to damn learn to except things as there are and move the f*** on. like seriously. My study hasnt been good cause I am very poor in manage my study schedule and I'm done dissapointing my parent and myself because of my pointer last sem. 

Trying to be a happy person annd being the most optimise person in the world but im tired of doing the same shit everyday. Until then, I need to find my BAE and something to make my passion shine again! I need to be me again and just be flaws like WORK IT BECTH! AND DONT CARE WHAT OTHER GIVE SHET ABOUT YOU! 


WOW, this blog becoming what I called "Curhat" short term for "Curah Hati"

I'm sorry i just wasted your time for reading this. kbai