First time :3

Movie, Drama .. Overwhelmed

So yesterday was my OFF DAY yey! I was so excited cause i finally have my time watch "Mara Clara" at 3PM. Suddenly my phone was ringing! Mr. Awesome sent me a text saying that he wanted to watch the "Step Up Revolution" movie.  Guess what! He ask me to go to eastern right away cause he already booked the ticket. So i decided i could watch "Mara Clara" later and just rush to Eastern!

So there i am, waiting for taxi and finally i get one! But the driver already have customer inside and still want me to get on. So i was trap in the middle of weather i should get on cause i'm in rush too. but i just get on to that taxi and  sent the customer first and then my place afterwards. All the way to eastern, all i hear is a  complain of this driver about his salary. Layannnn... i feel you man. haha

After all that, i finally arrived Eastern and went straight to cinema where si buddy waiting. I met him all by himself, must be tired cause he just finish work.

Went to counter, unfortunately the movie start already so we decide to booked the 8.55PM movie and watch 'Ice Age' instead while waiting for the 'Step Up' movie. The place was so cold our bottle get cold too!

Finish the movie, we decide to have our dinner at Takada ! Theres a lot of shop there where we can choose! we order the Bakso!

So we were chatting. and he told me that he sent his resignation letter already and planning to go to KK, work there before pursuing his study.

I admit i was shock and i just cannot hold myself and pretend its cool. Ofcourse i'm happy for him to take those steps to improve himself and i do  understand that he already have his new friends there when he arrive there cause he told me about it when he went to KK recently meeting them such an awesome exprerienced for him which i'm happy for him but i was so speechless.. i could not say a word to motivate him . i don't know what wrong with me. i guess i was sad cause my buddy is leaving me? haha

nevermind, he will have friend who is better dancer than me atleast :D

and funnier, friendlier, awesome be with .

and the movies that we booked was bought by other people too. it was great night though. it's just keep better and better .

We decide to just go back home and so we did.

it's so funny that i couldnt sleep all night and just went work straight away just because i was so disturbed with the 'great news' and thinking other stuff.

but, i wish all the best for him! :D 

goodnight

Gift from Langkawi

aww, a gift from my lovely cousin Reini.

She went to Langkawi for holiday together with Aunt Lucy and also other family at KL Aunt Angel and family to meet and have fun with my mum, sisters and my step father aswell my step brother, Colin. 

i couldnt join them cause i was working and i couldnt get my leave. sad!

yeah, im so happy to receive this give eventhough i couldnt make it. Mr. Awesome gave this to me cause he met with Reini the other day. Guess what! this was loooonnggg time ago before Reini went to PLKN (now shes back) but i just have to blog about this awesome moment ! cause i was to happy !

i received chocolate and langkawi key chain! i still kept the key chain but i ate the chocolate! it was so nyummy! great pick Reini!

thank you for the gift ah sotong :)

dream hairstyle and outfit

Choi Minho (SHINee)

Look at his hair ! and his outfit too !

I love this kind of style cause it gave the young smart and edge look! and i'm into this kind of style.

so.. yeah this look is rock and i will do this sometime soon :)

Mara Clara

i've been watching this awesome philipino drama. Its been awhile now and i get addicted with the story and the cast especially!

you know what, i was thinking what if i go to philipine and go try audition for "christian" :D hahaha, just kiddin. 'Mara' and 'Christian' was so romantic and funny too and thats what makes me to watch this drama even more. ^ ^'

Have been said that, i would say this drama is yet the best drama i ever watch and i love it so much!

because of room fan

i had such an exhausted day today! not a good start to enter august month!

i was working overnight and i have to force myself to stay awake until evening when im very tired and sleepy! this happen because i was searching fan to change fan in my room cause i slept without fan for the past few months already!! haha, i could not take the heat anymore and made decision to get a brand new fan for my room eventhough im not sure and i dont care how much it cost as long i could have my comfortable rest in the future! 

that is quite stress for me to express it. But i glad i did it for the sake of heavenly comfortable sleeping! see how little things can be very important!

so, after i bought the fan, i finally could have my rest at 2pm .. Guess what??

i was terribly disturbed by the noises in my house! i once wake up and find that my brother and my dad in my room doing the fan without feelings that i might bother and wake up with their noises, its like im not visible to them, not there trying to get the rest i deserve! (oh that sounded pretty selfish and harsh) 

I was so depressed i could have headache ! that happens until 5pm. My brother as usual intentionally disturbed me by shouting and like calling me to just wake up! i hate him sometimes for doing such things sometimes! i really feel annoyed for that childish behaviour! i dont have time for that kind of thing already, grow up already!

so i try to explain them my situation and asked them politely to not make such annoying things, unfortunately they dont understand what i've been through and telling me this is for my own good too to make the fan working and for me to sleep comfortably tonight (which is te) but i was too tired to not have my rest.ru

yeah im spoil already.

well one have to forget and to move on. so i did, good thing today is my off day! so i shall have my comfortable sleep tonight hahaha  

my work life

So yesterday was my last overnight shift and today is my off day ! guess what! i was given 2 days holiday for Hari Raya after my off day. i was so confuse cause its not yet Raya and i was given holidays very early ! i was just about to plan what am i goin to do for my holiday .. hmm nevermind.

Yesterday at work was 'quite busy' for overnight reception cause the phone just cant stop ringing. Its almost  give me headache! hahaha.

Finish work quite late also cause was busying do the early checkout when im not yet closing. so a lot of 'paid out' and have to 'debug', it was nervously busy but i have good times cause the checkout run smoothly eventhough i did pretty mess at the counter. :D

It was kinda special day for me too cause I just reach my 1 year anniversary working with Promenade Hotel Tawau today ! Praise the Lord! its remains me of my first time went to interview with Ms. Erpin later with Ms. Riza to work at this beautiful hotel last year. I went through ups and downs, sweet and sour through this 1 year. Met many awesome staffs which im happy working with and befriends too ^ ^',

There's a lot of memories with them for the past 12 months including the

- 'F/O Breaking the fast 2011' at the back office, 

-'Open House F/O 2011' at the function room, 

-'Back to the 60's 2011' (where won the 1st place!) at the ballroom

-'F/O Breaking the fast 2012' (just recently)

i pretty sure i forgotten other awesome event too and many more occassion to come in the future!

I started work at Promenade Hotel Tawau on 01/08/2011 (if i'm not mistaken) with 3 other amazing friends (maclester, putih & wana). I was hoping to celebrate my 1st year at hotel with them but they've gone.. yeah kinda sad. but they gone for good reason ! and im hoping that they will success either in their carrier or study ! aja aja fighting !

so that was lil bit story of my work life here in tawau ! really glad and grateful to have such amazing family and friends to support and strenghten me to continue to contribute myself to this hotel!

I've come to know, that this was not an easy road for anyone if they dont have much support especially from their family also friends even workmate! its hard to know you're doing the same routine everyday except if you love what you do!

I'm hoping to learn more at the same time be more alert aswell to be better person in this life.

Thank you Lord for this graces you never stop pouring to me. 

truth is...

truth is, i fall for you. unfortunately fate does not side on us, at least me. there so much thing i would do if i have the chance to, but i dont want to be the heartbreaker nor for you, him or myself. i jus need to except the way things are and move on. even my heart does not ready to let go of you yet. i dont want to sacrifice my heart for nothing. i just need to move forward.

 i must, i can, i cant, i have to.

3rd Day Grave Shift!

Dear Readers,

Haloo again, I manage to just help myself to just update with you guys what going on with my circus life today XD 

    

Well let me see, i just get back from work transport van. ! Remember what happen last night. It was heavy rain + thunder . and hello to drunken driver ! = TRAUMA!!! Thank God tonight went back home feeling calm. HAHAHA

Again work at "Grave" shift... DAY 3  , well this shift is pretty good for me. i guess im lucky! Not much thing to think and very the relax. Not so busy then. 

Talk to a friend too.. its been a while since talk to her. Shes sounded calm as usually. Sleepy maybe cause i called her at late hour for student XD

By the way, i woke very late today . 1.30PM ! wah ! congrats Cyril for being lazy bum! HAHAHA. 

Being spoil. XD not much doing at home... Attended sunset mass & went straaaight to work ! 

      
At work, we're not so busy because its weekend ! HAHAHA. I was starving and then ordered to menu of food ! Mee basah & Nasi Goreng ! FAVOURITE & Tamak! hahaha.. Finish the nasi goreng, continue eat the Mee basah later 1AM hahahaha... im getting FIT... oh wrong spell XD

       
About my driving licence, i have some "Bengkel" to attend  this morning at 7am at I.M just beside our home. Im not though how long  it will take. Hope it doesnt take so long cause i know i will be sleeping in the class at the end of the story.. haha.. thinking about that, i think i better have my sleep now or will be like dumbhead at I.M trying not to sleep then. Good Mornight !!!! HAHAHAHA

Thank you LORD :)

Me, Her & Life!

Dear Readers,

How are you all doing? I'm doing great ! Finally, i have time to spend sometime to write some update that is going on in my life now and ofcourse share with all of you !

Well , i just came back from work  now, its heavily raining ! God bless in this hour. :) quite dangerous for the driver also cause i went back home with hotel van. We barely see the road cause of  rain ! Funny, the van banjir this! hahaha . My pants get wet because of it ! But praise the Lord, I arrived home safely !

Let me tell you about our new shift at hotel, its started at 6PM and finish at 2AM. Crazy right! we called it the "Grave" shift cause the shift was stated as G shift. hahahaha! Today was my second day if this grave shift.pretty good for me. :D

Anyway, about her.. <3

Called her few times a day, she wouldnt pick up.-felt stupid disturbing her-

maybe cause she was busy with her schoolwork watsoever. :D

yesterday called her as usual. she was at her class. but she got  time to tell me that.. and i was like "alright".. but i was so happy ! at least i can hear her voice.

LAST NIGHT called her again. GUESS WAT. she pick up it ! hahaha!

my heart goes dup dap dup dap. She was telling me that she about to get her dinner. but we get a chance to have a conversation while she wait for her order to arrive. So i was asking this stupid question, laugh weirdly funny. and just cant contain myself to stop smiling, meanwhile she was just talking like normal. hahaha. She will be coming back this August Hari Raya.!

ok ok. enough about her!

oh uhh oh !!

      

im on my way to have my driving licence ! :D

registered last tuesday, and have to go for the "bengkel" one this Sunday! i just cant wait to have my own driving licence ! and bring her jalan2x hahahahahaha!

so thats a lil bit of my update! so you are UPDATED of me for now! cauu.! XD

Mr. & Mrs.Charles Wedding & Reception

Wedding Day

The Vow

Stella May

The Family

Reception Night !

Bimbizangan

Practise Time

Perform

                                                                           
                                                                      Baila Sayaw

Practise Time

After Perform

                                                                     

                                                                          Freestyle

 Marvyn, Affy, Ricky, Mum & Me :3

sweet~

she look like shocked about something and covered her face with the blanket with her morning hair.
i would be hug her and say that everything is fine. she look adorable!

you hold the key to my heart

mukabuku

facebook make my life miserable... (sometimes for no reason)

story of her

hey readers, :)


someone told me to update my blog, but i have no idea what to say now that all my hopes and my dreams seems lost..


but.. i want to shared about this beautiful girl i met. I met her first on club with her sisters. dont misunderstood about her in a club cause i guess it was her siblings the one bring her to that place. (by the way club is a good place to dance) i know her from my friends. i was interested with her but we have no background history. 


      its was my cousin's birthday so they bring her have fun to celebrate her birthday. then we were all dancing except her, so i decided to invite her dance with me . luckily she agree and dance with me. it was fun night and one step closer for me to know more about her.


       i met her again on her sister wedding reception. she was so beautiful and wearing a blue dress. im not the type that is very brave to invite someone that i know i have crush on  dancing with me, but i done it and again she let me dance with her. thats is a very nice of her to not let my offer down.


      day by day, night by night we contacting each other. i was so into her but i could not tell her that cause i dont want her to see me as a weak guy that melt just to see a beautiful girl. i was very honest to her throughout our conversation.


      then one valentine night. i could not hold myself just to confess what i felt for her. then the time has come for me to confess to her. i did.... she didnt response. i guess she was shock with my confession as myself too. i was so glad i spill it out and felt my body like want to fly cause i felt so light.

         -TO BE CONTINUED-


     

Hi!

loving every moment with you

Just ordinary day

Dear Circus readers,:D

     Today im working in morning shift (9AM til 5PM).. gosh im late 4 minutes only but i still have to open lateness form and ask my assistant manager to sign it.. what ashamed...  great job cyril..

      Nothin much happening, except the TYT (its like Sabah's king except.. we don't have a king) check-in to our hotel and i was suppose to go for badminton training at church's hall.. but the training started at 3PM til 5PM.. THATS MY WORK TIME OK! !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!! hahaha..  siok oh who can go for the traning.. late me list them.. Gugu, Ms. Arsih, Hidzam, Putih & Marvyn went oh!!! .. i dont have work to do also, so i feel like damn! im trying to cool down myself saying that this is not the last training, theres always next time... so i felt better..

       Finish work went to church to attend mass.. but then i met with friends from CSA (Catholic Student Association) they just had their party.. so much food ..!!! and i was late! hahaha NAH. -_-' then Brenda start snapping picture.. then we like gila2x this jump sana jump sni to get the perfect jump shot.. hahaha!

       Almost 6PM, saying goodbyes to them and met Valerie (Vexter's sister) .. usually i will sit my Marvyn but he was not there.. (he went back to his house and then came back) so i asked Valerie to sit with me while waiting for Marvyn.. Val told me that shes waiting for Elanora (i called her penguin bha, she hate it when i call her that name hahahaha!) cause she want to bring Val jalan2x because its Val birthday! but si Penguin with his boy pula c Glen (yes he's my sister ex-) sna jauh2x .. Happy Birthday Val btw.. sory no present.. 

      

         Then mass started.. not so long after that Marv show up.. he kept silent... that is awkward.. so i open story just to make things better.. i ask him who sent him back.. then everything ok la... while listening to Msgn's homily, i know im goin to be sleepy.. so as usual i will start writting or drawing anything that came up to my mind at the buletin while listening the homily.. ok wat.. im still listening.. then i saw her.. the "come what may" girl~ ya right ! stop it cyril 

         Finish Mass, masuk kreta.. i kept silent.. tia tau pa ja sa fikir.. its weird cause usually i will feel peace after mass but this is other side.. not sure if i should say it.. but i dun feel awesome bha haha.. the aura menghilang ne.. Y!! im not sure im upset pasal pa.. maybe because of work .. relationship with family and friends maybe juga.. but its ok la.. Time will heal bha kan. while on the way back home.. i msg my buddy asking him about the training.. but no reply.. ok.. its ok.. busy kali-thambha-tulak-bahagi #gagacircusmoment

        So in order kasi hilang this not so awesome feeling, arrive home trus gasak makanan d dapur this.. totally lapar...! makan ja apa ada !! ahahahaha..! then my tummy like full this! jadi ular sawa trus hahahahah! TRUS STARIGHT PIGI BILIK BHA!! hahaha... yes i did called her.. shes in semporna now.. wish to be close with her and just hug her but ofcourse thats not how things work right.. hee

  

         Get bored, called my bro to pick me up at house to his house.. lagi siok.. then yeah am at his house now using his lappy! muahahaha.. we had dinner again for me wahahaha tambha la buncit this purut.. but i dunno i kinda lapar oso SO MAKAN LAGI!! happy dapat makan ramai2x.. 

          Thats what happening today... just another ordinary day for me..

im sad ? oh gaga

       

miss me?

Dear Circus readers,


yes  i miss blogging... i am.. really... but i love reading all your awesome blog !! 
i din get the chance to update my blog which im sure you all have many activities for the past week..


start with the new year countdown, then the party begans! hahahaha... yeah... for me  have so many function kunun... and then goes with the chinese new year... angpau this year so many oh then the past years.. thank you all for the angpau hee

2012

hi cyril its 2012

#oh gaga