CSA NIGHT 2011

On the 23rd of October, youth are gathered in the Hall to have a CSA night where this gathering are made for the student so that they will become ONE in Christ!


A month before CSA night, Natalie the head of CSA text me asking if i would perform for that CSA night, i straight away agreed! because i never had my CSA memory due to school outside Sabah started on 2005..


Ok back to the story, then i get so excited i told Marvyn so that he also perform for that night..
he was thrilled because he did perform before for CSA! He did the MC & ofcourse the famous catwalk of all time dressing as a hot chick! 


Then i think that i should do a singing and a dance performance..
then i start practising the song "Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney" (i have dreamin to sing this to a girl that catches my heart! hee) & imagining how im goin to perform it..
THATS when i feel something missing..


On the presented song day, i only perform Beautiful Soul cause im not ready yet for the dance performance...
     When its my turn to present, I spontaneous grab my girl friends (amanda, jocarlyn & my cousin Reini) to dance with me while singin it.. Gladly, it went well althought singin the song for three person will make you look as your "Playboy".. haha


A week before the CSA Night, I asked this one girl whom i always wanted to sing the song for her to be with me at the stage.. Now, thats the challenge!


I have to battle with myself wether i should ask her or not.. but i did! Praise the Lord I did because she agreed!


So the night before the performance i'll invite her to come to the hall to just run through the the song.. And tell her that we should just spontaneously do the action.. And so we did ^ ^ FYI, Marvyn & his partner Reini was with us practising too!


           Then we went to food court at Eastern to grab our dinner!
I felt so happy that i could just hanging out with my friends that i love so much!
After finish everything, with the help of my kind brother (bro Charles) we sent Constance to her house.. That was the first time i sent her to her house (^ ^,'
After saying goodbye, suprisingly she hug me.. i was suprise but i felt a very happy yet warm feeling.. Thank you for did that :)




Finally! The day has Arrive~!

Constance, Me, Marvyn & Reinie waiting our turn to perform

Around 8AM, we gathered at the Hall to rehears our performance together with the others..

We're waiting and waiting til 9AM but they organizer not ready for the performance.. Actually, Im working on that day so i told Natalie I need to go work & i'll be back when its my turn to perform! Praise the Lord its on Saturday, not much work to do at work...

As I promise, i went back to the hall after Marvyn told me that its time to perform our songs! EXCITED!!! HAPPY MORE!!

So I did my performance together with her ^ ^

& also my dance performance (i dance like mad person cause i din ready hahahaha)

The part where Reinie dancing with me

then, went back to work smiling although im really tired!

AT WORK,

one time i couldnt not fight my tiredness, Praise the Lord my friend (her name is GuGu) help massaging my back! I discover that shes a good massager!! She know where to massage, where i felt pain.. Ahhhh Such a relieve..

Then at 6PM went to church for Mass.. Finish! Marvyn brought me back to hotel to get bath.. i was afraid at first because we (hotel staff) are not allowed to bath.. but with the help of friends, we did bath there! WOW! I FEEL FRESH & READY TO PERFORM!

      
At 8PM, we arrive at the Hall... Saw her with her friends.. She didnt notice i was there already.. si i texted her.. she look at the back.. & texted me "Im started to feel nervous cyril"

At this point, i just want to hold her and tell her that everything will be alright..

Vexter, Marvyn & Me! ^ ^

      

After eating and several performance its Marvyn & Reini turn to perform!

People was screaming when they song started with Marvyn poses  ^^!

the intro :)

Marvyn perform a song called "We Could Happen by Aj Rafael"

Song definitely with much meaning with awesome tunes in it, i myself could not stop singing it too ^ ^


          Right after Marvyn performance is our performance :P... Constance was blurring, i guess not because of the performance but i know its because of something else...


The intro song was "Come What May (Moulin Rouge)" that song was Constance favorite..
the she walk to the stage, pretending searching for things to buy in a shopping complex..

i remember i stare at her as i pull her from the chair :)

          Then "Beautiful Soul" start! Then there I am searching for her... singing and dancing with Reinie too :)

am i crazy for loving you ~

I remember this part where i got on my knees... & Constance was like, "what are you doing"

Thank God I can reach the high notes! or else, people will laugh at me... haha... 

& Thank you Contance for doing this ..

After singing part... its my dance performance !!

this is the example i dance randomly i dont even remember i dance like this hahaha

i did the mashup myself before the csa night... so all i dance is just a random! hahah except Mr. Simple & Roly Poly which im glad the audience love it... ^ ^

     

Roly - Poly Dance ^ ^

I notice while i'm dancing i saw her at the audience doing something... 

it's like something wrong, i also not focus already dancing because my head is thinking whats wrong.. what wrong...

Finish my performance.... i sat at the back stage... kinda exhausted i guess.. thinking, is it bad idea for us perform together...?

Maybe i sat there too long... My brother Junior, Marvyn & her check me out.. 

i was suprise but am acting like nothing happen...

then Marv brought me to the audience sit... we met Mika ... the famous Calvary singer! awesome performance bytheway!

Gosh i must say that this is amazing experience!

Thank you for giving me chance to do this :)

beautiful soul

"I  want you and your beautiful soul"

i really love this moment...staring at her eyes for the 1st time... shes really beautiful that night...

ERROR!

eeee... mixpod got prob.. so no sound in my blog temporarily.. =_=' Buruk!

sweet facts :)

then she would say "i love you too"

Profile Picture Changed!

new profile pic on 19/10/11

picture was taken at telupid, night when we perform.. nobody take my picture sad kunun hahha

so i took picture of myself la.. sian kan hahahaha... funny thing is, i forgot to set off the zoom when i took this picture... nah, look at me...am not sure if im smiling or nervous.. i think both maybe... hihi

AT WORK

yesterday, ironicly i don't feel so good, not that i'm sick.. i just dont feel energy.. i feel something wrong & its eating me slowly lil by lil... all i want it to end soon..

then i went complain to my friend WANA..
she keep asking me this funny question, but it doesnt change my condition...

then at 5pm we went to cafetreria to take our early dinner..
quite ok la the food.. terima saja apa saja ada...

then finsih eating, we went outside hang out outside the cafeteria to see the view..
then I met Helena (a friend from church) i was suprisingly happy just to see her , I guess i'm still have excited since the Diosis Party.. While chatting with her i thought Wana went to lift already so i rushed to the lift..

SUDDENLY,loud voice from at the front of car saying "UIII"
OMG its Wana, turns out shes trying to suprise me but she chose the wrong position because im running the other side which is far from where she is.. then we started laughing like everyone can hear our voice!

THATS REALLY MAKE MY DAY!
im smiling while im working afterwards!

Thank You very much Wana for the funny suprise you trying to make me feel good!

-CSA NIGHT COUNTDOWN-

telupid experienced!

hey friends!

you might notice i dont update with story anymore... well blame the monkey says mr. awesome hee..
the thing, im too busy with plans and activities kunun padahal malas! wahaha


so much thing i did for the past two week i guess... hahaha well let see wat have i done recently...
start with perfomance election for csa night... woah thats too long oredi hahaha

ok we'll start with the dance practise for Sandakan Diocesen Anniversary!
its was so much fun... you know why? because i get to experienced the process to our ultimate performance in Telupid!

I remember Kak Felsa called me to make our own dance routine for our performance in Telupid..
I was like AWESOME!! then we start making our dance routine..
GOSH at first its really hard because we have no idea what move should we make first!
then i was randomly dance n kak Felsa was like.. THATS IT! and told me keep dancing..
and then she also make the dance choreography! and then friends also gave many idea for our dance!
THATS WHAT SO SPECIAL about our performance! We help each other make our routine!

before we going to TELUPID kak felsa told us that she couldnt come for the performance because she have something important to do or so.. kinda sad also cause, shes the one who really want to make it happen!

The day has arrived.. and we all make our way to Telupid.. Oh! i forget to include you my bestfriend the MR AWESOME... hee... yes! He also join us dancing! its so blessed cause i get to do things i love with my good friend! he kept giving me support whenever i felt i cant do the dance.. thank you buddy..
here i include with somes of the picture u have taken for all my dearly readers.. :P

at church before make our way to telupid

marvyn, kak flora and me

i was staying at his house for a night then we with his parent went together to Telupid! i think we start our journey at 9.30am along the way, beacuse we din have enough sleep i think, we sleep in the car most of the time.. Kak Florina  was with us also sitting at the back.. I love talking to her, cause shes funny & caring!

Arrived at Telupid around 3.30pm.. staying at hostel inside "Jabatan Perhutanan Telupid"
not so far from the town.. TELUPID! really a small place, there you can see the town, then beside it you can see police station, schools etc.. but i can believe that the Church was just behide the town! We have stop by at the town before.. but we never tought that the church will be behide the town..

sponteneous move :)

at that night, after watching from others parokies performances, its our time to show them our dance!

Miriam, Kak Anna & Marvyn

as soon as the music start, i feel like is it me or my friends also felt like this strong spirit running trough my veins! I was suppose to dance spontaneous at the beginning of the song.. and so i did, but i feel something i cant describe.. dancing it while thinking our process does make your heart pump up and down..
what im saying is, i feel touch! yes i admit it... after we finsih our dance, people giving us a round of applause
thats where i felt our sacrifice is not waste! as soon as i go down from the stage-stairs, someone familiar grabbing me..! Its my aunty from Lahad Datu! So long i didnt see her... She congrats me for the dance and pull me to meet unc Saiful.. kinda awkward because its really long time since i meet them.. but im grateful that the lord give us the chance to meet again!

Lead me to the cross pose!

Finish everything, we all went back to our hostels... but i cant help but feel very hungry.. i went crazy that night. i started dancing dangdut dance.. they love it i guess.. hahaha then we play kids "si kuali inthe pa tambi raket" game.. hahaha... 12am, we went outside at the pond walking through the bridge gelap2x round to pond bha.. bukan kecil tapi besar! haha see this is all happen when i got hungry!

the next morning, we have mass at St. Marthin Telupid Church.. then they have some kind of party to celebrate the anniversary!

Holy Trinity Youth Posing inside the church.. can u find me? XOXO

apa lagi, eat all you can they said! nah ice cream yang di hantam cause it was hot! then at 1pm we went bact to tawau.... hee what an experienced just for 1 night and 1 half day at telupid!

talking to the moon

now

waiting the right time ^^

i care

hey you!! yes u!

how are you?

hope everything just good!

mmm... yes i care abut you girl... cause i want you to be happy!

y? cause for me your to precious to be NOT OKAY..

yes i care...

Youth Mass!

nah! mass dikendalikan oleh youth lagi!
baru seja tadi kak felsa sms sa.. dia bilang

"Hi Cyril, mggu ni kita py group utk misa belia, jd ko jadi 1st reader lg ya?"

i was like OMO OMO OMO!! tiba2x seram sejuk ne! trus nervous!
sa pernah 1st reading aritu... buli tahan la nervous.... tapi not sure pembacaan sa ok ka... hahaha
banyak komen ne.. harap2x sa dapa buat yang TERBAEKK! for the lord juga!
fighting cyril!!

bila mengencang!

ravelyn

so this is my cousin who is really loud.. im mean really LOUD ok!

she love to speak loud haha... she dont care wat people say,

all she care is enjoying the life!

and thats why i love to be with her! 

u go girl...!

classmate

this was on nurse convocation 28/10/11

met my classmate at my workplace Promenade Hotel Tawau

Jesus, I trust In You

a photo from a paint in our "kebun" place

yes, we trust in you Jesus!

Kebun place

my cousin & i havin crazy moment :P