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Happy Birthday Cyril,

    Honestly, I can't believe i'm 22 years old now.. but there you go, like it or hate it I am 22!

    Looking back from the past, I have through some awesome and also less awesome road and have lead me to who am I today. I'm not sure if I am the only once consider Birthday is like a personal New Year for myself??!! haha

    I think, this year must had the most unexpectedly challenging year for me. Haven't pursue my study yet, make some new friends .. lost friends.. yet still working the same company, busy schedule with the performances here and there, started modelling career, good progressing in singing competition and that's not all.. and I thank God for this experience and the give of life, without Him i'm nothing after all.

    Truthfully, I haven't change at all but i'm getting to understand how to take responsible yet still learning how to have fun with the journey. Money come and go. Friends come and go but family is forever.

    I just hope I can be a better person and successful in the future, a good son to my both parent (make them proud) and just enjoy the ride. 

    Thank you to all my friends and family for wishing my birthday and May God bless you ! Love you all so much !

TMTH

      It's been nearly 4 months since our argument over stupid matters and we never talk since then. I'm not going to say that i'm move on and doing alright since we didn't get any closure from this unfortunate event. 

         Honestly I never really get angry towards you after what happen rather trying my best to save our friendship but it seems that you chose to throw off 2 years and a half of our friendship to save your other relationship.. i'm still trying to figure it out and that's truly hit me hard in the heart. 

           It felt like somebody suddenly came to you and slap you in the face real hard! Different is that, I still can feel that pain in my heart until this moment on and i'm trying my best all the time to comforted my heart that it's going to be okay but my heart is still crying for more!

        I don't know why is it affecting me so hard since I thought that we are really close and it's felt that I just lost a brother and a good friend of mine. Sometimes I just want to snap out of it but it's just not working so I fake a smile to everyone to show that I'm okay and move on eventhough i'm not and it's really hard... really

        I remember I cried to sleep on my bed almost every night cause I can't help but to think what goes wrong? what did I do? how to solve..? I could only pray for the good..

        Thank God, I still have friends especially one that is understanding and there with me all the time to comforted me in my hardship . I felt half of my burden was lift up slowly but then again i'm feeling guilty to take that advantage and I might lost her too for my stupidity action.

         I'm writing this not to expect anyone to feel pity on me but I just want to say that I am truly deeply sorry to all my friends if i ever hurt them any possible way . As a fragile human being I do makes many mistake too .
  
        You all bring out the best in me when i'm with you and I will rather sacrifice myself than  to know that I am the reason of your bitter-heart. I love all of you from the bottom of my heart !

         My birthday coming up just a couple days to go and I only wish and hope that all of my friends and my family could forgive my wrong doing towards all of you. That's all I wanted for my birthday. 

P/S: I still remember our first meeting and I thank God for giving this opportunity to get to know all of you

Thank you for reading.

Weekend!!

Dear readers, 

     Hi again! hows your Saturday? i'm sure y'all have great weekend don't you? Hey! if not, don't worry the weekend is not ended yet! Just try to do something awesome tomorrow okay?

     Having to say that, I just have an exciting day today cause i just bought an acoustic guitar just for me!! Muahaha!! well, it's just "Ibanez" , nothing much. I've been wanting an acoustic guitar for myself for centuries!! Now i have my own then i could play aaaaall daaaay long ! How awesome is that right?!! 

     This evening I brought my dad to "WUKKA" , the place where a my good friend and I use to hang out :DD  ....kinda miss that place and the memories we had.. but.. back to my dad ! haha yeaah my dad seems please with the comfortable place and we other our food .. me as usual the fav, "Cheese baked chicken rice" and "ice lemon honey tea".. MMmmmm! just typing  that makes me wanna go take another supper! haha ... Well dad just have some "Nasi goreng" and some "Mushroom Soup"

     

     He comments that he didn't expect the food and the soup tastes would be that delicious ... He kinda overwhelmed with the dishes we had. hahaaha BINGO!!

       but my dad's expression of the food made me burst to laughter!! cause he's so funny! aaaaahhhh thats just make my day. 

Something just happen without we expecting and that is all good. Eventhough I din't get enough rest for the day but I enjoy and im just happy i could spent lil bit time with my dad alone. 

This has been amazing month for and it's just started ! :DD i hope you have a great month too :)

Work work Work

1 week working at Night Shift??? No problemm... now transform!! Owl power! O.O 

Dogs...

What can i say, i'm just animal lover. Met this cutie when we were at 1Borneo at Stella brought me to a store full of animal cause she knows that i love all of these ! just want to share with you guys :DD Do you love animal too?

Mission Accomplished !

I told you this will be my lucky month !!! hihi

I just.....

September, Exciting Month :DD

If there's any month that is exciting, September would be my choice for every year.. hihihi.. only those who close to me would now knows why I love this month ! I hope this would be my lucky month ! 


Happy September everyone!