I'm Falling For You~

lyris of the day

I don't wanna tell you that I long to see your face

I'm scared it my scare you away

and I don't wanna tell you that sometimes I think of you and smile

cause time with you is time enough for now

But I don't know how long I can stick around and be

just another friend time and time again and hold my tongue.

I don't know how long before it breaks me down inside

and all my strength has gone away, and it's too late before I say

I'm falling for you 

I'm falling for you

I'm trying hard to be myself but I always seem to fail

I'm afraid I'm not the guy you know so well

cause every time I'm near you I just seem to lose my head

and spend my time admiring instead.

But I don't know how long I can stick around and be

just another friend time and time again and hold my tongue.

I don't know how long before it breaks me down inside

and all my strength has gone away, and it's too late before I say

I'm falling for you

I'm falling for you

I'm torn between the chance for everything and a price that I can't pay

losing you is something that I'd never chose so I'll just have to wait

but it kills me everyday

I'm falling for you

I'm falling for you

I'm falling for you

I'm falling for you

I don't wanna tell you sometimes I think of you and smile.

we met again! Vocation seminar

Marvyn, Adrian & Me :)

        Recently,  friends from Lahad Datu went to Tawau following their father for function in our hotel! They are Adrian Ray Villame And Steven Villame.

     

      We first met when we join for Vocation to be a priesthood.. but we just go for exposure... Represented Tawau was Matius, Marvyn & myself , Lahad Datu was represented by Adrian Ray, Roland and others, i couldnt remember already.. im sory ya guys... 

Happy faces of us!

       So we got to know each other and became very close after the Vocation!

not very long after that, i get to know that Adrian Ray Villame & Roland Vilame's fathers is my mother's cousin! so i guess thats made us 1st cousin or somehow related! That is awesome! no wonder we connected very fast! hahaha

Marvyn, Adrian & Me

       After i got to know that they are in town, I met them after work! We hangout, have dinner together (thanks for the treat btw Adrian, next time treat on me)

and be silly!

Yes thats us crazy as always :D

    

       We walk around Eastern ! and again and again.. hahahaha! I notice that i became old me who laugh a lot! yeah i get back my loud laugh when being silly with my cousin :D

        Then we said goodbye end of the night! we didnt say goodbye properly though as we though we will see each other again the next day.. but its ok.. because we still have time in the future to hang out!

        Thank you for coming dearly cousins.. hope to see you soon ya! take care then! Please dont forget us and just enjoy life XD

        

From Left : Me, Marvyn, PRIEST (LOL), Adrian & Matius

Staff Party January 2012 practise begins

2011 PHT Halloween Party with the FO team

Dear Circus readers... :D


        This week we started our dance practise for STAFF PARTY which will held on JANUARY 2012! it's a big event for the hotel staff because its the time where we loosen our body and have fun! 
    
         Well last year the management has started a performance competition where all department must perform anything and will be judge by the jury.. Last year was won by our department with the dance performance choreograph by a friend of mine aswell as my supervisor, Hannie.. Unfortunately i was not working at PHT yet that time. 


        This year the management decided to put "Back to 60's" as our theme for next Year Staff party competition! It's so exciting because it's my first time having a staff party and we will dress in 60's outfit! But we have one problem! that is Hannie is very sick now and is not able to work aswell choreograph our dance.


        So Ms. Riza together with Putih and me aswell with the other staff have to choreograph our performance and we have found our song! yippie!


      This week we started already slowly! as we have few number dance to perform! I am very excited and looking forward to have good memories with my fellow collegues as we learn the dance together!


       So Front Office team! Fighting! Lets grab the trophy again this year!




p/s: We practise at workplace until nearly 11pm! and i still feel very energetic to continue.. hahaha




PHT: Promenade Hotel Tawau

my look-alike?

Mr. Awesome, i appreciate this.. but we don't look alike! i mean him... o gosh.. really?
i think hes more handsome than me and im more AWESOME than him hahaha..
btw, thanks buddy

Santa Claus is my neighbour?!

i never know my neighbour were santa claus... no wonder we were always remind to "love our neighbour as we love ourselves!" hahaha bah i'll wait for christmas then i just collect my present at your house ah! hee

Baila Sayaw

Reisen, Me, Arlene, Vexter & Jac

Dear circus readers,


        I want to introduce y'all to my friends! They are the Baila Sayaw!
I've been performing with them several time already and it's been really fun performing with them! The picture above shows only few of the member..

maybank function

There are the best dancers i have met! Their style also mantap bah!
I am very excited for our performance!

hairstyle

was watching youtube... suddenly this shot came out.. and i was focusing the hairstyle! cool!


i want to make my hair like this can? what do u think? hee...

pokes...

why do you still poke me?

do you know how i feel when you did that?

cause misunderstanding eating me up..

you wont understand how i feel..

im trying to forget you..

but your name

ur voice..

its singing my head everyday.

yes.. everyday

my friends told me its time to forget you

but my heart cant stop loving you..

why should i be sad?

your happy.. and thats what i wanted

eventhough i wish you're happy with me

but you don't..

cause you never give me a chance..

 am i that stupid?

to think that you would accept me?

am i crazy?

i sound like a mad person

but i dont care if it's for you

yes.. im trying to forget you..

i will..

i must

relationship..

omg...!

i'm speechless is this for real?

Afternoon Shift as a reservation and a dancer

Happy friday dear reader,


As you know im working at Promenade Hotel Tawau as a Reservation.. and this whole week i'm working afternoon shift.. i get more time to rest which mean i will woke up late.. haha.. siok tu!
work at 1PM and then finish work at 9PM... fun right! usually at night time, we wont be so busy.. so i get to sing or dance at the back office sometimes! hahaha..


Sometimes when i'm in the middle of dancing suddenly other staff when to back office.. and i was prentending to look for files.. hahahah! but they know i love dancing and singing.. Sometimes when im waiting the lift, i will sing a song.. and suddenly be silent when people walk by.. haha..


my break time usually around 5PM til 7PM.. so i have 45 minutes to rest... this period time i will go to the canteen.. i will talk with my friends about our life.. hahaha! the food can be extraordinary delicious and sometimes can be very humble.. as long i got something to eat thats good :D


Whenever i finish work, i will be pick up and arrive home sleepy... but then when i see my lappy, my eyes open wide this like today! hahah.. i can go sleep very late too because of the lappy then regret it in the morning @@


so start tomorrow MORNING SHIFT!


p/s: offday on Sunday cause i have RCIA (remember i shared u about it on previous post? go check it out!)

omg omg!

last night i was just listening music from youtube... suddenly i hear a familiar intro.. i tought it was "Come What May" but then its sing "Hi!" ... i almost cant believe its a different song.. but they have same intro!

p/s: repost picture "come what may".. its brings back the feeling i felt last time.. :D

Friday Friday get it down Friday! Fun Fun Fun

Yeah i know the title look fun.. but i gotta go work lol... no party!


today i woke up, i received a message from marvyn.. 
he gave me a link... its a blog! hey..! marv u hav new blog?
and then i continue sleeping.. haha..


woke up few minutes later... straight away to the kitchen have my breakfast... then go online... yeah buruk kan perangai.. then i try to open the link... then its say.. PERMISION DENIED... i was like ok...
so i texted him about it.. so all i can do is just enjoy my day now while waiting him change the setting.. :)


p/s: christmas countdown :D

It's Jingle December!

Dear circus readers,

Wake up! wake up! cause its DECEMBER!

Whenever its comes to December, we automatically get excited! why?!!

cause christmas is around the corner!

November is such amazing month cause there's a lot of event happen! i cant list them one by one cause its so many!

And i know, i didnt update my story for a very long time! yeah i need to have my time for my blog.. but lately i've been so busy with preparation for Anniversary, Wedding & recently Birthday party!

Such an awesome month! but phew! its tiring! i didnt get the chance to share with you guys what was im doing all week! well, i'll try update as soon as possible when i have some awesome story to talk about alright?!

btw its December! as a catholic im so excited for Christmas..! why? because its the day when our savior Jesus was born! we'll be busy decorating the house especially the popular christmas tree although its western style... dont ask me why we following the western @@,

 so i'm looking forward for the christmas day!! Happy holiday everyone.. well ofcourse for those  work, lets the spirit of christmas remain strong!