MISSING MAHOMIESS

Happy New Year 2015 betch!

So I know it's a lil late for the wish but who care, we are still on January right? I hope it is still valid.

2015 resolution : same as last last year. Don't ask.
but welcome new year with new people, new drama..

WHAT NEW? So I celebrate Christmas and New Year at my hometown and  my phone broke down ! geshh... when i get back to KK, it feel so weird!

I'm in my 3rd semester now on my 2nd year with the Yayasan Sabah. Wow! how things work so fast! All the same in my college except for new juniors (welcome peeps) and new subject to get pass... again. 

I realise how my friends slowly have their own peeps and turning back against me like im nobody. Just because I don't have much passion on game just as their , even my own cuzzy never wanted to know how thing going on with me. Yes i realise im not your master or what but things arent the same thing as before, im tired going through the same old shit but yes I understand things happen for a reason and I have to be mature in taking choices. right now I just upset of how my friends respond when I need them.

I guess I really need to damn learn to except things as there are and move the f*** on. like seriously. My study hasnt been good cause I am very poor in manage my study schedule and I'm done dissapointing my parent and myself because of my pointer last sem. 

Trying to be a happy person annd being the most optimise person in the world but im tired of doing the same shit everyday. Until then, I need to find my BAE and something to make my passion shine again! I need to be me again and just be flaws like WORK IT BECTH! AND DONT CARE WHAT OTHER GIVE SHET ABOUT YOU! 


WOW, this blog becoming what I called "Curhat" short term for "Curah Hati"

I'm sorry i just wasted your time for reading this. kbai